More than Words !

Heavy heart, a sudden crack! I tried to glue it up, but nothing worked, i ended up in rags. Heavy heart, a sudden drop! I tried to pull it up, but nothing worked, i landed with a smash. Heavy heart, a sudden loss! I tried to bring it back, but nothing worked, i got lost in your land. HEAVY HEART, A FULL STOP.

You are my melting point, you melt me slow and slow, you melt my body, you even melt my soul. with your soft and gentle kiss, I flow around with bliss, your hypnotizing touch, brings heaven down to earth. I am hopeless and helpless, this feels so safe and free, I have no more words to explain, what other colors that you bring. You are my melting point, you melt me slow and slow !!

As the love went inside me, i started to vanish slowly and slowly, my mind got drowned away, the logic ran miles and miles away, the heart stooped functioning, no search for water nor for food. my body, got lost somewhere, the ego got doomed very soon. my being is nowhere to be found, the boastful self has fled far away, I am nowhere around now, LOVE HAS TAKEN ME AWAY !!

SADNESS, you showed me who it was, i got lost with her, in some unknown valley, and now she is my best friend. SADNESS, it got some deeper meaning, i met her in full colors, even in the darkest moment, and now somehow i am awake and free. SADNESS, the igniting factor of my being, a kingdom raising up, from her soulful presence, and now i dance with her every second. SADNESS, when my heart sings of stillness, the thunder of her being, keeps the universe waiting again, and now my being is empty again.

I am shaking each moment i think of you, why wouldn't I ? I am the flower and you are the wind, You blow me out whenever you are in! Yet, i try to hold on tight,  you take me to some other life, you make my roots strong by and by, every time you come home, i am shaking and alive. I get drunk, high on your drug, as i gently listen to you sing, your voice sings those symphony, that can never ever be crossed away. what more to say to this wind, which shakes my soul away !

I am broken, to my bones, maybe , this is my karma. you sow what you reap, maybe all this time, it was on my seeds. i cannot to anything now, need to tune, my internal sound. What can i say to this? its all, that have always been on my SEEDS.

Part 1 Golden on top, friends with white, and many more. a talking box, a visualizing instrument, a long distance telepathic equipment, and a glass of water. woods! metal and fabrics! electric goods and their boss electricity, a sound making device, dead trees in form of books. a living entity with life, clueless of his thy being, memories captured in a piece of paper, a cage to keep what he wears. this is all about the box, this clueless person lives in, the DICTIONARY defines it as room.  Part 2 I can remember of those days, in this box called room! you and me. colliding to each other, surrendering to the fullest as we could. the clash of two beings, forming one cycle, lips on lips, skin on skin, hair on hair, chest on chest, LOVE ON LOVE. freedom is what we demand, but, cannot get in this world. tear drops falling on my chest, and the breeze of air on my ears, your heat on my stomach, the momentum towards the complete silence. ...