More than Words !

the faded flowers, so lonely she stands, twisted and turned, the burden of her wound ! why is the world so cruel, why is it that she lives with fear, why? my friend answer me why? why don't they care ? the desert of seclusion and sorrow, facing the world with heart so hollow, why arent there no one to understand her, who is to be blamed for her shrunken heart ! who is in fault is it you or me?, because we make this place called society, society where these unhealthy creatures live, they move with a dark pride and the will to kill ! i am sad today, so sad that my heart cries, the pain she went through comes to my mind, whom can i go and tell, you are to blame ?? this vicious circle of the unholy criminal game :(

rational complications, irrational solutions a bitter solitude, a torn down mental reality, no one can escape this ongoing reciprocity !! life, lived in the myth called happiness, captured in the boundaries of ghastliness, knowingly, man moves into this vast darkness !! the dead, the unjust, and the departed, the world behaves as if no one knows the shade, but there is a murderer inside every head !! how many people have you killed till today, in situation troublesome where mind betrays, look, the internal inbound psychopaths everywhere !!

She is a symphony, played in harmony, so swift, so good, she is !! Her talk, her walk, the way she sparks, she is a universal melody :)

In a weird way i got attached to her. Frankly, I avoided to fall in love, but i did. Couldn't control my being, she was too magnetic. She was too harmonious. She was simply amazing. It was a new gravitation that started happening on me. I was running as far as possible, running away even from her thoughts. It didn't work. Love happens, the statement actually is true. And it happens in a mysterious way. And i try not to expect anything from her, not even her look towards me, like a stubbornness inside. The exact feeling of let me just ignore. But how could it be so hard. Its just easy, its just there, I want her. The wildfire of love.

inside the dark room colored in white, she entered with all her love and  life, these creatures waiting for her to come, gambled her innocence, left her numb ! all she had known of this town was a lie, she then knew the bitterness to survive, the domination of fear and the death of life, how could the world take her singular light ! gods they say, and they are the chosen few, domination, violence within the outlook of lure, the world needs some femininity to rule, the male domination is too much in ruin ! when it means feminine, its an original type not the stereotypes of males known as females, not the horrifying truth of the male/female presence, it has to be an original female of capacitance and love !

Strangled head, dead to bones, simply unthinkable, sharply cut to toes, bloods all around, the room so cold, screams of terror, the deaths roar !! Witches, casting a spell on a bowl, Guardians of Death, bloody rock and roll, whose gonna come for the fire control, the trance of devil to the unleaded skeletal !! Engraved in the grave of thasious soul, this child born dead, and sunken to groul, sleepless silence, so shortly so long, the silent howl, chopped, into pieces, fallen down the hole !! Life, does that even exist, in this deaths parole!!

i thought i would write a poem today, but words were not coming, i was in delay, sat down with a pen, tried to find a way, but as time passed by,  i just got lost away  !! what would i write about you, how would i say that i am liking you, its like i am trying to walk with a baby shoe, how will i write this magnificent review !! its liking jumping with a kangaroo, finding some clue, to write about you, i am just new to what i feel around you, with you life seems so sky blue !! HOW WOULD I EVER SAY, I JUST LOVE YOU :)

The story line ends, its the finale, What will She do ? If its the End !! Its a Empty world, empty life, Its a curse of eternal crusade !! She lived with hope and prayed, She got her share on the trace !! But even in Heaven What will she do, For it will never end to its end called truth !! So what for live like a fool, moving around, killing just for foods !! Life , They called her a Bitch, Just think what cannot be in this room !! And still She thinks of the eleventh room, Just drop the ego, the life gets doomed !! And Bang ! The Truth.

Stranger,  she was the sky unknown, By and by,  she lives like circle of wonders, As if as the stars,  she shined in her own world !! Magnificent, in her every glance, she smile to the unusual verbs !!

If She was all I could Sing, My life would be a Song ! If She was all my words, I would be a writer of love ! Like wind, I would Fly by and by, to the other world, to the other side ! But, How can this be true ?? If I am The Singer, the Song and the Tune ?? So if i am not who thinks is me, then who lives in this me ?? Who is she and Who is me ?? Love, is this all that it can be.

Your body, your curves, your kiss on my lips, scratching down my necks ! Your hands playing with my hair, trembling bodies crashing the darkness, and all the inclinations getting restless ! We started two and leave as one,  we dance the momentum of love, If not this, then where is heaven on earth ??

Every solution has a problem and every problem is a solution in itself. The solution is always there, the solution exits everywhere, wherever you are, and wherever you go you can always witness a solution. Solution is a constant but the problems are different. The problems are not the important part, the important part isthe solution. You consist of solution, you always did and you will always be a part of solution but you are unaware about this so you are always against the problems. You follow the track of problems. You follow the track of confusion to get out of confusion. That is the reason why life is confusion for almost all of the people in the world . Let us take an example, let’s consider sky as the solution and you are searching for sky looking toward the ground (which is a problem). This is the situation of the world we are living in.   World always revolves around the ground of solution.  Solution has always been there but we don’t realize this expand o...

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Hello, This is a poem, and yes you know it, Why did i write it ? Just because the poet was the poem enlightened! And where is this poet? Who knows, its not me or by me, or is this me ? Yes, its the poet, but who is he ? If you know something, Do tell me ! Its not coming from this or that world, Its not the part of the global, Or just because it is a vision, Can it be all what is not comprehensible ?

Searching the remedies for the extremities, Eyes glaring at the household diplomacy, Why on this world is this discrepancies ! Where are the recipes for the transparency, The consistency of the hearts with melodies, Oh yea, the memories of the smiles and miseries ! The imitation of the childhood incubation, World doesn't work on the assumed illustrations, Nobody comes and gives you an explanation, Its all about the inclination of the soul in illumination! The revitalization of the voices in segmentation's, And there is off course the cycle of males menstruation, Don't believe me? check the psychological interpretations! The filtration of the heart in the social installation, Why create the alienation to the self in alternation, Frustrations, don't need a fixation rather a realization !

Shadowy days, dreams vanished away  the long lonesome night staring its way,  if all of what is life is just a silly dream , if all of the nights were the day screaming ! How would it feel to know its not even a dream, Where will all this go even if its a life's scream, How will i know the answer if there isn't a question, Who is who, if life is the living in universal assumption ! This very feeling of not belonging to this self, to where is this life just a pause of different proclaim, this eternity i am living in seems to be the infinity unrelated, all these faces the life is wearing seems to be the traces undetected !

The addictive smell around her, her big and childish eyes, the babyish penguin walk of hers, makes my heart just jump alive ! The incarnation that she takes, when flowers blossom around her, the humors of her natural expression, creating the worlds of wonders ! Deep down to her DNA, she must have been created as an angel, the soul embodied in her body, must be from some other clusters ! What can I say of this girl? this dazzling, elegant and irresistible soul, as long as i will be a mortal, ill never have the power of any mortal words !

hours staring at the empty paper, still not getting the right words for the first line, life ignores the life surviving around, increased degree of schizophrenic segmentation's, i am still fine !! Peace, you say, i get when the words comes to life, Its heavenly when the being of my living is born, how can i relate to the feeling that i am trying to say, this madness of the world within, getting on its way !!

Love, is like a glass house, its clean, shiny and open, but once its breaks down, nobody knows its location ! One that leaves and one that breaks, Who is to be blamed for this mess? You get attached and so possessed, when you know life's not a fairy tale, you remain as the bird with an empty nest, LOVE, do you really know what it is ?

Love, how strange is this being, so called I fades  in serenity of living, lovers get in-tuned  with the universe, those attached to body  are bound to suffer ! Who says only the  mouth speaks the words, I have seen hearts  speaking the unspoken, Who says only the ears  can hear the words, I have seen lovers  listing even to the tears ! Love remains as it gets  deeper and deeper, Where have i gone,  and where is this lover, This sip of love is  united in the harmony, Poetry of life explaining  the love, its symphony ! How can the world say  its doomed in sadness, Gods speaking the words  of love in this madness, How can these people  be so deaf and blind, Look around you,  life is full of love scripted ,  inside to outside !

Life is like a chess game, The heart competing with the mind, The soul competing with the body, Looking closely enough, its life against life. Sacrifices, on every move: every time,  Either you kill yourself or your own-self, Life is between the black and the white, The rapid gestures going in-between the time. Duality the gateway to stage called life, Every move is the farewell to the next side, Who gains and who loses remains the final ride, Life just slides between the fingers, like fireflies. Life is just like the chess games, with side-less sides !!

Slightly, behind the time warp, The choice of jumping in the ring, Or logic of escaping truth of eternity, Will love forbid me from thee to thee!! Chances are beyond infinity below zero, Grounds attached to the sky through rainbows, Black holes in-between the primary neurons, Is Life just the impression left with self sermons!! Holographic memories of collision of life, Is it what it is or that which ought to be? Additions leading to neurological windows, Am I the only idiot to be so happily reformed!!

Demand, Desire, Happenings and the Moral obligations, facts and fictions revolving around the crucial divisions, the heart pumping and the mind trumping with questions, Is this the tasks or the answer of the long secured religions? Fuckers, filled with fuel of tyrannical self, 'THE EGO', one that is innocent, unique and pure, is left uncultivated at zero, Love is it just the attire of the human beings, so defined life, Or is the world only blinded by the colors that artificially shine! The so called society, filling the young heart with curiosity, is actually the pre-inscribed  dogma of what is called unity, Preference are already mind mapped, life is just reciprocity, Where has all the nudity gone, the purity washed down shamelessly! Faceless, the world stands wearing the clothes designed to hide their beauty, like dogs being taken to the store and made to wear clothes, deleting their identity, the self is sad, to see this divisio...

There is a group of ignorant people who love to be asphinaxiation, and create a huge politics surviving  around the nonversation ! Mostly these people are philargyrist trying to prove their rationality, and the very illusion of the patration being the basis of irrationality! This phenomenon looks plebicolar to the wide variety of lunatics, this very revolving Karma gets refueled by these phlyrologist ! Around the corner of this cycle are the pamphageous relativists, and the xenolexica of this encounter is the mystery of the mystics !    

Proud of her vision, she would sing the enchanted songs, Relived from the world, she would make the ding and dongs,                       Into the divine home, she would wait for the moment to come,                       Yet the days passed in the fury of the world that is filled with cruels, Around the time frame beyond the seconds she stood calm and still, No one would dare to visit her and bring her to peace of the critics,                          Some thought she is hallucinated by the fairy tales,                          Hidden from the world she could read the Epic of Gilgamesh,                        And who knew this particular girl was the...

Absurdity of the idiotic knowledge, known by the name of education, homo-sapiens explaining reasons, tradition known as scientific religions! They say manifestation of reincarnation exist, I say, Do you even try to incarnate today, obviously, human anatomy is itself a crisis, if not, why on earth, do they try to educate ?? They even convince us to be their prey, we wait and watch others being cut dead, smiling thinking i will never ever be dead, why on earth is this ongoing nonsense! This vicious circle created by the politics, a democratic,a Marxist or a relativist, when will this slavery be forever ended, when will our consciousness finds its gateways!  

I get blur and blind, to her purity within, the magnificent curve, giving butterflies within! the power of her smell getting me in routines, her slightest touch leading me to ecstatic soothing! her lips, as if as the kinetic fusion of the sun and the wind, as they touch my soul, i get fused in her entire being! the rapid flow of her universal source, catching me to the emptiness floor ! this love affair is a peculiar one, leading the contraction of all heavens known to man! my neurons seems to be expanding, beyond my body into her being ! I can see what she can see, i can feel what see can feel ! But as i am a comedian, the joker, i laugh at this physicality trying to sober ! How can this body feel her soul, the soul crashes with soul, there is nothing to roll ! I knew not what love was, as she came by love was in my heart, slowly it faded away, no body, no heart, remain even one universal soul vanished away !!    

progression of fragmented branches of mind, reality defined by the illusive receptors inside, unknown correlated whole of the tyrannical self , imagination flying high above to the gate less gates! cohesion of the forbidden fractions of imaginations, collision of the slightest being of incomparable relations, the mind of a man and a heart of a child being re-born, Picasso, laughing and watching the  beautiful reforms! don't you say elephants cant fly, cuz they do around here, frogs and mice, get married, have babies with big ears, words are not needed, its just imaginations you need, just go beyond the limits and create the wonderful hypothesis! we just need to see,    caterpillars, from whom we run away,     becomes butterfly giving smiles to our frowning face!! Photo courtesy : Akriti Shrestha !!

Let the poor get to eat today, Let the rich feel to donate today, Let the world be happy today, Let the world be peaceful today. Let the ZIHADS love the CHRISTIAN today, Let the HINDU love the BUDDHIST today, Let no religion bounds the boundary today, Let peace and harmony prevail today. Let the old smile today, Let the new revitalize today, Let the new beginning starts today, Let the world be one today. Let the world be one today.

                      when the moment passes by........slowly.....! I realize who you are for my silly and ignorant heart,                                     Its then the days seems like years                                               life seems like.......eternity! The play of the nature,                         this game, and all its content, seems steady! When will this story end,                         when will it end to the ends........... of end? The beginning being the end,         the momentum lived being the end,             ...

Consecutively, when the world gets high, I see hearts going down and cry, And when things starts going damn well, They pull you down and call it a fair game! Summoned in the darkness of beauty, the pay back of the convinced worldly duty, hunting wolves, searching every inch of you, building the momentum getting you through!

And slowly when the  light moves into you, you feel you have been cheated all along, washed up from the water of forbidden land, you feel crushed to the desires that are doomed! Where does the survival of bonding lies on? and who knows? Even the cared me seems to be down the road, and who cares ? But by and by as you categorize the terms, it seems impossible to be gone, then the one we saw round and round, who is laying down in the ground ? Importantly, who is that who is down the groundless ground?

The then converts to now, the now converts to then, its not about where and when, everything changing, the Final Game ! The up resides in the down, the down resides in the up, but where is the up and where is the DOWN ? Life creating the life itself, death dissolving the death itself, what is the addition leading to the self, death, actually being the life of the non living self ! Conversion of the energy, life full with all flowing synergy, the nature playing its game, hidden from me and the rest !

Titans are not of shape, but the beauty of inclined sharpness ! Hidden somewhere in the heart, they have the most brightest lightness ! And beyond the boundary line, they are not known to the worldly cunningness ! As they are built with the softness of heart, they have acquired enough of the greatness ! What can the world know of them, the most advanced forms of the sophisticated self ! As I see from the peak view of my soul, i can see them with beautiful heart,                          smiling with their whole life !   

Osho : someone who is crazily the most important figure of human civilization talks about LOVE ! So much grace, so much love ! The video shows different parts of NEPAL, one of the most beautiful country of the WORLD. The country of highest spiritual values and happiness ! NEPAL: the journey within !

time to set apart the dreams, for the journey we undertake, living beyond the boundaries, its the life, that has no retakes! goodbyes, are no longer present, i am leaving with imprints everywhere, don't you worry about gigantic regrets, life will be there again, again and again! bodies are apart from the home, but the souls meet every then and now, just know that i am where ever you are, love will be abundant in every roundabouts !

The twelve years of life that went to waste, the intelligence measured in the information we collect, a human is defined by the piece of paper called certificate, identity lost at childhood, puppets being chased to be slaves! Now they call it the future of the upcoming generations, i cant seem to understand the non-scaled distributions, education, being just the tools persuading to this cage! One in seven, in this world die of hunger each rotating day, in the name of economic balance, they call it a fare game! When will we understand that life is not what we live today, break those rules, and laws that pushes you from being happy everyday ! Lets stop thinking about life and start living from today, You are the most important part of the universal play, You must be happy for this mother of mothers to be happy !

Something so glued in the agony of ego, standing erect, like an Egyptian pharaohs , the society praising this catastrophic cure, bringing much trouble for them to endure! Politics, the critics and the so called heroes, fights, crimes, wars and the neurotic zeros, how shall a free bird be free in this lures, Loves being chased away in heavy tears ! A Jesus, A Buddha, A Mohammad leading to cheers, die in hands of the black eyed justice innocently clear, those who killed them then, now wear their clothes, sell their names and establish a rolling edge of killers!

With mind stuck, between You and I, life moves on like a chilling night, memories, that walk upside down, heartaches and headaches leading a frown. She, someday said she loved him too, now her loves gone and he is left in ruin, he tries to live all those days and night, but with an empty heart he falls down, and cries !

the collision of the dual self, experimental verification of thy self, the release of the kinetic self, the accumulation of the static self! What will you define this, the knowledge of the selfless? How will you describe it, the wisdom of the supreme self? This is the love of the LORD, THE GIFT OF THE EMPTINESS!!

What is the possibility of the mysterious impossibilities, the pure definitions’ of non-dimensional entities, representations of the cosmic power of realities, the designation of the all perceiving antiquities. The segmented whole of non-existing unity, magnitude of life expressed mathematically, the artificial construction of "higher space" mentality, existential liberation of living cell energy . The rotating wheel of life creating subjectivity, combination of positivist philosophy failing bitterly, the justified measures creating laws about individuality, manifestation of what we call the ultimate reality .

When on my way to the home called "life", I learned that lots of things are upright. The orchestra of what we call living, The fragmented play of the divine strings . The foolishness just seems to boastfully smile , but my blue sky denies all those silly lies. Sometimes it seems life is lost in the land of Reverie , the greatest maze of LIFE LONG FEAR called SUFFERING. The six stage of life, moving toward the ultimate height, the final step toward the emptiness, the free insight. The frenzy encounter of the  paradoxical mind, NIRVANA , the ultimate stage toward the,                      life of paper burning down to life less life.

While my ways turning their back on me, And I trying to escape from the balcony, The hallucinations started sucking me again, Now my entire being was present at the presence! Somehow, I was singing with thermodynamics Dancing with Astrophysics and flirting with ethics, trying to learn robotics and listening unusual lyrics, Everything started happening at once, with mind as critics! Call it a calculative madness or call it a cunning miracle, The reality boasting about itself in the illusions circle, Life whispering in my ears, telling me to witness the unreal, Untying knots of the deepest hidden dimensional hemisphere! The deeper i go, the tiny most second looks like an eternal lifetime, I get a violent oppositions from everyone who are talking about time, Laughing to myself I fly with the mysteries of mysteries’ by my side, Someday in someway someone will go crazy like me,             ...

I was reading about Telsa, The hero behind alternating current, as soon as the things got deeper, I was having hallucinations geared! I was losing my grip over myself, I felt like i was Telsa working high, Everything was upside down stumbling, I was trying to convince who am I? Constantly the force was pulling me aside, I was feeling as if, i was being sucked side by side, I was being synced beyond my physical body, I could see lights, lights and beyond lights study! And all of a sudden my understanding took a turn, I knew things beyond a common understanding, I was stunned by these new dimensions of being, The whole (world crisis) started looking stupid to me. The geometric center of my life was shifted, I had new words, visions, ideas and understanding, I tried to explain this to others as much as i could, but i was left as a mad diluted  schizophrenic  ( having no roots ).

Do not break the seeds, to see the trees living in it, Do not operate the body, to know the souls reality! How silly can it get? People searching for life's secret, How hilarious can it get? watching the dog, trying to pull its tail !

As you start to sing , The fire of mind,  blows out To the silent,  self less mind. The stomach bursts with tears, No one can feel this way, it feels like the mother womb, carrying some other life in a way. As you take your height, Tunes taking twists and turns, I slowly get orgasms , in each countable neurons. How can i ever explain this, these imprints which you create in my soul, no mind, no time and no space exists, this is the quantum union of universal soul. Your voice touches me there, erasing all my silly egoistic fears, life now really seems eternal, you create magic in my atmosphere.   

I am just a rubber pencil, the love writes me down, plays a flute out of me, makes me her paper sky, and turns me upside down ! I just wait and watch, what she does next, she just  blows me with the wind, as the paper plane,  then she holds me, and brings me back again !  loves the water, unchangable and free, even the fire dries down, when she is with him, Now who am I not to be, i go down in her ectasy !!

Nudiustertian, we were only a cell, now the form, has started to age! Wonderer, moves to the jungle of mind, clueless of the things he has got inside! Agonous, to find something called life, in the brume of his own silly lies! The me chantages the I, the epithymy of so called flower of mind! And at last, the nocency of mind, Kills all forms of what is called the I !!

The light grounds on shadows, but no one gives shadows its place to reside, hunted in every corner of the universe Shadows need shadows to hide !! Shadows, so magnificent, so pure has got no one to call her for a summer super, Shadows, the mother who gave birth to light, is left out on a chilling night,  to make her suffer and die!! But everyday she comes with her warmth, looks after every single being  with her compassionate touch, mends, builds and rearranges  everything with her love, but as everyone wakes up,  she is kicked out of her life Shadows need shadows to hide !!

Long was his life, misery and sorrow, but finally he crossed all those steps, Days and nights, don't exist anymore, now its only about being right here, right now!! Buddha, a sleeping possibility in own-self, Buddha-hood the birthright of every existence, Go ahead and find your feathers and  fly high, material values, the metal cage, do not count anymore!! This is the combination to the universal soul, the flight to the unknown, the gesture of the god, This is right here and right now, flower called life, This is the moment of realization, EN-LIGHTING SOUL ! Happy Budhha Jayanti   "Buddha's Birthday"  to everyone, the day when one of the greatest incarnation took its form. Lets realize his teachings , AAPA DIPO VAWO , which means you only can ignite your own being!!

I am finally realizing, what you want ? slowly trying to fix myself, in your new requirements! Typing texts, not sending them, thinking it will bother you, and you will change your mind, now i am completely paralyzed! I cannot find myself in me, you have taken me away, you have  thrown me away, somewhere i don't exist ! Afraid of losing you now, I am scared of this world, Scared of myself now, I am paralyzed in love somehow !