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BEYOND MY IMAGINATION

They say, Beyond my imagination, there is a world There is a world of bliss There is a world of celebration One world is the world I live in, Second is the world I imagine of, But this is the third world, the world beyond my imagination The world where time stops and space expands The world where there is no you and me The world where I can see the real me, The real me without the body Few people try to go there, But only few out of few reach there Reach there and return with the highest level of consciousnesses They try to make us know  But I can’t and neither can anyone understand it Because it is something about realizing not understanding Buddha reached there and is today known as the light of Asia . Osho reached there and made the world celebrate his wisdom. Many have reached there from the start of the time till today But still I can’t say what it is? I am behind the curtain, Waiting for the universal play to beg...

FOR MY MOM ( I LOVE YOU )

For me you are my hero The savior of my hanging world You taught me the way to smile And you taught me the way to survive For me every thing was dark and cold You lightened the candle in my room You gave me the glimpse of the sunrise And you took me to the world where I can always dance for a while For me you are the greatest asset I have The one I can never repay for  what I have You are only ocean ihave known And each drops of yours make me attached to your song I have you all in my heart and I am the soul that you have got I  am your blind bird who loves your smile I am your star who shines at the night For me your eyes are the universe itself You give me the Goosebumps every time  I try to stare I have you in my mind every morning as I wake up And  I have you in my heart every moment as I stay up I am you and you are me We have the connection Of divine symphony For me you are my hero the savior o...

MIND, ME AND MIRACLE

MIND, ME AND MIRACLE I start walking in a road, the endless road. I start walking in the road of my life with my empty mind Now, When I start walking, my mind starts to establish Folders for what I see, what I feel and what I want. Now, Crossing the border line To the road ahead … I find my mind as the window To see the world as my mind want it to be It creates fictions, it creates drama Its creates joys as well as sorrow But, It’s all what is created by my mind It’s not what is, It’s not the road which I started to walk at the dawn I am far, far away, lingering with my minds own creation. I find miracles in my own world. In my own world I find everything unknown to me, For me everything is miracle Miracles are the miracles of my mind. Miracles of mind. Miracle for me and for my mind. Mind, me and miracles Are the biggest illusions of life...

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THE CONQUARER

The conspiracy of the kingdom made him zonk; The military zapped him, everything he had was gone, He had nothing left, so he became a monk; But the zealot again killed his zest, he must be gone, The zephyr of the next morning brought him the sun; He now played the xylophone on his own tone, He was now ready to fight back and win over the sun: He knew that his history would be written in a tome, He was now to reclaim what he had lost; Those recidivists will all now be crushed, Those who try to recalcitrant would be shot; And they who would not follow him would be accursed, With sword in his hand, he finally acquired what he had lost, Nobody can claim that he was the one who was unjust.

The World of Unknown !!

I know there is a world the world of unknown The world unknown to the brightness consciousness The world with no part present and future The world without any flowers and thrones The world staying in the glimpse of two constant periods Smaller than seconds millisecond and microsecond Smaller than any comparison that I have ever known I really knew there is a world the world of unknown Its every where Its everywhere I go It’s the world beyond the brightness of the world There is no sunshine and twinkling stars There is nothing at all it’s the supreme world of emptiness It’s the world of ultimate consciousness The ultimate consciousness that created everything Everything that I see and I can imagine off Everything that exists and will exist someday It’s the computer electricity and the user Its all of the three its everything needed to run this world It’s the loops holes to the state of nothing And its nothingness tends to everything th...

My mind

My mind is a house, A house of various thoughts My mind is a house, Where the imaginations are born Sometimes my mind, Takes me to the world of creation Sometimes my mind, Takes me to the world of frustration Wherever it takes me to, My mind is still the same My mind is as fresh as the rain Mind is the biggest illusion, Mind is the biggest movie hit, Where I can choose a heroin And I am the hero Sometime I play a horror movie Sometime I play a romance play Whatever I do, whatever my mind can imagine of It stops suddenly and everything is gone Mind is the magic paper Where nothing is seen but everything is written From the day I was born I am searching for the spell, To solve this heavenly riddle To solve the magic of life To solve the mystery of life

Years away Born apart

You can’t count Count the stars Still the beauty Freshness the light Huge sparkle In thy eyes Away from reach Beyond the time Years away Born apart You didn’t look Life went too far You got away Though nearness remains Time do not counts Nor do the situation flies You died I died Years apart One crash One place Went way away I died I know I did In the previous life Which is counted no more today It all started In those ladder of time Years away Born apart

You are

You are my electronic charger baby, I need you when my battery is low. You are my refrigenerator baby, I need you when I am heating more and more. You are my world, you are my life Every word of yours is my amenities for my life So, I always need you in the battle of my life Baby, you synchronize my life You renew me in my every life And I need to be with you Just to be alive and just to vitalize You are the emptiness of sky, I find you everywhere I go You are my personally manufactured drug, I always need to take a dose of you You are my touch of life, Without whom I can’t be alive You are the oxygen of my life, Without whom I can’t survive You are the rainbow  of my life I can only shine if you are by my side Baby you are the vision of my eyes Ill go blind if you are not by my side 

Unexplained and untold

Unexplained and untold, I still have you in my heart Unheard and unsung, I still have you in my life. All those silly jokes that we played And all of a sudden they were all in vain The exchange of papers during the break days, Now I realize I was creating a box of pain You teary eyes always made me mad, Now I cannot see them even when I am sad Those long walks that we carried out, At the final step you totally let me down Clearly and fairly I know it now, You are still playing the guitar on my surround I had decided to fight the world, But now I realize I was always beyond the crowd The hungry eyes gazing at us, From up above they were all trying to know the game , But I was always the one fighting them all Up above the hill, I know you were waiting But when I reached there you said nothing Whatever happened had no connection between you and me . At last, I was on the back seat of the bus, They left me while I was gone But, For my trueness you were waiting But there came a da...

The sky turned black that day

It was raining the whole day, Till then the sky was blue The warriors were leaning on the wall With quietness around them, with guns near their shoe The whole day they were fighting for life Suddenly, a white flag was up on the next side Then everything stopped all around the crew They kept their guns down and raised up their hand, But somebody shot them with his shotgun around (BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!) Everybody was dead and bloodshed around winning crew The shooter shouted, cried and finally shot himself dead. A man was shouting again then, Blood cost lot and takes lot too But, The war wasn’t over yet………… A battalion of around fifty men were approaching them. With less guns, bullets and bombs They had no choice left then to fight The CAPTAIN shouted, “soldiers its time to do or die” They raised their gun and for the last time prayed to the god No one was left, The enemy won. I clearly remember now, The sky turned...

MY LIFE

I am the no mans land, Without any details I am the flowing river, Without the cycling process I am the phase of nature, With no bright colors I am the victim of terror, Waiting to be crucified here Still, I am the part of nature, Lingering here and there to be cared

THE COVER IS TOTALLY UNTRUE

When life moves on, Many memories also moves along with us, Some memories which we cherish, And some memories which saddens us It’s not different to anyone, But it’s also not same to everyone as-well. It feels like yesterday, You were standing right in front, Those brownish eyes of yours, Those silly smiles of yours, Here and there, Heads and tails, You were right over there. Now to know,  Your smiles were nothing more than hidden lies, Makes me to think, why? And why?  If it was not so, Why did you do it? If it was not for me, Why did you showed it? I clearly remember, Your words, words that were close to me  I clearly remember, Those touch which used to ignite me. Now to me to know, They were all hidden lies, depresses me. I thought to fight back,  I thought to smash back, But I will not do so, I don’t want to. Because I loved you, I loved you to the extremes of love. Yet you never unders...

THE ALARMING MORNING

It was a brilliant day yesterday, Those ups and downs And those jumpy grounds. The hustle and bustle on everyone’s eyes, Simply smiling faces at my every side. The day asked farewell to us And went to the journey of infinite years. Tiresome though adventures The day really stands glorious. I didn’t wanted to bid a farewell among us But the day moved on to its new years. Now, I woke up in an alarming morning That is welcoming me for a new journey.

To the seventh sky of various wonders

So much to say, less words So much to explain, everything stops So much love, the whole of the world Tenderness, in your voice Wiseness, in you eyes Magic, that creates in itself Attracts me to your unknown world As you speak And as I listen I am flown away To the seventh sky of various wonders Whom can it be if not you? I am the one who is made for you And as I will grow old And so will you I will always be standing there for you May be someday, The body aparts Still the soul will remain You and I will be there for forever Again and again

Let’s go for a coffee girl

Let’s go for a coffee girl, I will take you to the best place in town, We will have lots of fun, And will sing songs while we walk down I will hold your hands, And you will try to set them free, I will leave your hand, And you will come near to me, You will bring your body next to me. I will buy you flowers  all of the color red And there will be cupids  sending arrows from everywhere. You will have the smile  to be crazy for And will take me to the world  where there is no one else but us So sweet is your voice,  charming as if as the birds So soft is your skin,  as if as the lions fur So good is your smell,  nothing like anything I have smelt before So beautiful is your face,  I have no words to explain the beauty you hold. I am carried away by your words Your smile spell bounds me in the ground No gravity is holding me then, Its you...

Nor does it help to evolve, Nor does it help to destruct.

Was not there love Which I cannot define The friendship so evolved With no trust and no love Cannot be the days back Id not let us be cracked Let the love be hatched I don’t want to throw the remained sack If the curse could be taken back I would do anything to fight it back Should I listen to him now? Who cannot claim I am the one Is it so cheap for us to define? Has it not been there, Whom could I be forever Like no ways its making it immortal Nor does it help to evolve Nor does it help to destruct The pendulum catches its momentum The one who is me is gone forever Finally whatever being has remained to be Its just not the one I am I am gone away so far Nobody can reach to me now 

Everything is nothing, just the ultimate sound.

The sun, The cloud, The rain And the surround Fire and Ice I see mice Don’t go to fight It’s out of sight The line, The underline, The full stops And words again Rock or soft Music is the must Shot dead Don’t go ahead Round is the hound They make some sound Comes along The river everyday Hot and cold Nothing can be sold Gone to the pond Everything is nothing,  just the ultimate sound.

it’s good to be non knower

It’s good to be non knower Then to be a knower Non knower of the egos pride Non knower of the ugly life It’s good to be a non knower Of all the worldly fights If it’s to be a knower Let the knower be the owner Owner of what he knows Not the knower who shares Those who share knowingness are slaves , are dumb slaves of height a knowingness should arise Arise from the down most core of understanding, Where the knower, knowingness and the known All three are the survivors and are same Then the river flows of life With moment which ignites Ignites to be the Buddha sleeping inside you

I was all in love with you in those days

I was all in love with you in those days But the time was always the anti-agent You were completely different, not as me You were of some other era, you were older than me But love has no bounds and no boundaries I was madly in love with you and your company Those silly jokes and huge catastrophes I won your heart but there was the society I forget about the society But you ran away from my company The momentum of my life stopped under this natural conspiracy I went away, far away from you But you were the one holding me to the Earthly surface just like gravity I could run but never hide from your memory I still remember your wonderful memories Today all I have is memories was your company.

They explain too much

They explain too much, Much more than they have understood They talk too much, What and which they have never known. Now these idiots who talk Who talk and brag about what they call god Is all utter nonsense, That can ever be born. I don’t want to be the same The same old idiot, who follows the idiots So I say, I say with pride “I am free from the knowledge” So called knowledge which is full of idiotic pride. Run away, oh fish! Run away, oh birds! Run away those who have the guts to run Until and unless you run away, Away from the idiots Until and unless you develop Develop your own understanding. You will be away from your they self You are unique You are you You are the only one You are the light. You are yourself the Buddha with your open eyes. You then are yourself …..Being thy self …. Run away and search yourself Run away to be yourself.

I am you

Seems like the world is small For my existence to reach to you You consist me in every shape and size I get confused from where to walk by The flowers and the trees The sky and the sea You are everywhere I know How can I elope in you? How can I flow in you? And no words come to my mind Nothing is there to ask You know what I need And when I need it? If I don’t need anything Then you don’t write my name on it. I am excited to know That you know everything about me I am amazed by your gratitude You show to me even if I am not worthy. So beautiful, Words don't match my love for you. Can my love be enough for you? My heart is so small for the eternal love. But again how can I love you but I am yourself you. Love cannot be the word for you. I cannot be anything more than you. It's beautiful, How you exist in me?? All the shapes and size, I am you and I want to cry loud I am you..... I am you, my lord, I am you...

SOME MYSTERIOUS RELATIONSHIP

Not love, not attachment It’s simply a mysterious relationship. It was not more than some addition to the flashes of time But the body was getting mystical vibration along every side. I was not hallucinated, nor was I out of my mind. It was simply unexplainable but a reality dignified. But those touch were empty, Those touch had no light, Though the touch were empty, I was in a roller coaster ride. May be the past beholds the truth of my sky, Some moments was left to be lived And some truth was to come to me from the heavenly sky. Was not the matter full of energy? The portrait of the god’s eyes. Was it not the mother earth herself Sitting along my side. Was it not the angels, dancing at the sky? Was it not the fairies, taking me to the sky? Yes I know the god exists, I am not superstitious And I know the truth revealed its own sky. It generated, It operated, And it destroyed. Yes I know the god exists. And can be found on some mysterious relationship.

The cycle gets dissolved in the whole

It might rain, when I will die It might snow, when I will die But one thing I know for sure When I will die I will be the only one who will die Alone with everyone around me Alone because they must find their own way to freedom They are far away to come for me Alone I will be lying calm awake to know my final breath which goes in I don’t know why the breathing were so close, Close to my heart reaching my soul You were always the one creating my heartbeat But you were never the one who was surviving You were with me but never could I see My breath would never rise up if you were not in me How could I be if you will not be in me? It’s wonderful, and it’s joyful I am not actually who said, “I am me “ You were never gone, It was never hard for me to breath But it was hard for me not to know You were the one living inside me I wish if there was your next life I would like to live inside you I would like to know what it will feel to be a part of you It might rain and snow then also The...

The glow of dark

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The glow of dark And the sound of the pond. Never ending flow and The never ending storm Binded to the world Crunching the crunch. Released to the atmosphere There is nobody home. Love is the remain And the existence its world Far from the materials Cumbested to the whole The jungle of silence And the hunt of the pearl. Standing in the bracket We all are full of errors The lover is love And this love is beyond pure . Nothing at my feet stands I am hanging up above The never ending flow , Then suddenly stops Out of the universe To the new horizon Where the soul enters.

The inside meets the inside

The upside meets the downside The downside meets the upside The inside meets the inside This is when the sparks fly The hunger of life strikes its food The hunger of search strikes its root The self dissolves in the self This is when the love gets its true light The so gone past meets the present The present opens the doorway to the coming events The hide and seek of life stops then This is when the understanding grows to its height then You can never get it if you search and search You just be aware and alert about what you have got The god is sleeping in your own heart The time when you wake up You yourself will be the GOD                                          You yourself will be the GOD....................

THE WORLD OF UNKNOWN

I know there is a world the world of unknown The world unknown to the brightness consciousness The world with no part present and future The world without any flowers and thrones The world staying in the glimpse of two constant periods Smaller than seconds millisecond and microsecond Smaller than any comparison that I have ever known I really knew there is a world the world of unknown Its every where Its everywhere I go It’s the world beyond the brightness of the world There is no sunshine and twinkling stars There is nothing at all it’s the supreme world of emptiness It’s the world of ultimate consciousness The ultimate consciousness that created everything Everything that I see and I can imagine off Everything that exists and will exist someday It’s the computer electricity and the user Its all of the three its everything needed to run this world It’s the loops holes to the state of nothing And its nothingness tends to everything that exists I know there is a world the world of...